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November 5th, 2009

mowmow

10:28 pm - Can you stop, and enjoy the ride... Can I just say I really DISLIKE rosemary, talking shit about me? Really now? You are the pathetic one hunny. I am so over it, I do not need any high school kind of drama. I have no time for it, and I could careless as to what you think of me. Because I know I am 100 times better then you will EVER be! Man, sometimes I just wish i could hit people, it would make me feel so MUCH better!!! lol. Anywho Winco has been good, working at O'connor is whateva. So I get a text from Michael who is pretty much my brother, telling me he liked me... And I knew that was what he was going to say, I called it!! Why is it the people we are totally not attracted too like us? I do not understand, is it really that much to ask to meet someone... I would LOVE to get over Anthony, but I do not see this happeneing any time soon.. as many times as I tell him to not talk to me, he always has this way of making me take it back.... I really do not know what it is about him, that he has this big effect over me.... I guess I will never know... but if this bulshit with Rosemary really doesn't end, I am really going to HAVE to put an end to it. Because she bugs the fuck out of me! I work 3:30 to 12 manana, I find out if I can go see the USed tuesday with Sam, and i get paiddd! Woo cause right now I only have $21 to my name, not including my savings tho, because that doesn't need to be touched =] lol. Well I am thinking that is. Oh and btw the new Almost cd is Okay, nothing to exciting, but it will probably grow on me <3 Current Music: The Almost

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12:03 am - Boo! Once again, I procrastinated posting. I don't even feel like posting now but I would probably feel better writing again, even if it is just about my mundane life. You really haven't missed much in my life. I mostly work. I've been getting a lot more hours. I'm not sure if I'm looking forward to the holiday rush or not. On the one hand, it's pretty crazy, but on the other I've been working alone a lot and I miss people. I'm not really chatty but it would be good to work with other people again.. We'll see what happens. I've been spending a lot more time with Emily watching anime. We finished Shakugan no Shana and Tales of the Abyss, both of which were amazing. I'm going to start playing a Tales game with her and Chris (Symphonia? I can't remember which). We've cooked together a few times. One time we had a disaster but invented a recipe from it. To sum it up, we didn't buy enough beef broth. We needed 3 cans but we only had 1 and we were already cooking so we couldn't leave. We ended up adding 1 can of water and straining chicken noodle soup and used the broth. The brown and gold looked so gross! It turned out really tasty so we named it Valpo Risotto. If it was gross it would've been Western Risotto. Crazy school colors. :) I also combined work and anime since I last posted. There was a new con nearby so we sold manga and I hung out with Emily and Angelica there after my shifts ended. The con was god awful but I had fun hanging out with them. I made a new cosplay, although I don't have good photos of it. When I do, I'll post them. I like it, it's cute (Aliza from RO). I'm still not good at sewing but this costume was better than the last one. Slow and steady. I <3 crafty things. I still crochet as well but I won't blather on about that. I'm making a blanket and a hat right now, that's all I'll say, lol. Basically, when I have free time to myself I either crochet or read. I've been reading a ton more, especially for work. I'm reading 3 books right now, hehe. I was playing RO but haven't been as much due to lag and nobody to party with. I also played the first Kingdom Hearts. I don't know if it's worth all the hype but I still enjoyed it. I'm actually more excited about playing the second game. I missed gaming, it's kinda nice getting back into it. I got to see Libby recently which was fanfreakintastic! I haven't seen her since last Halloween and even then she was only around for a half hour or so. We, plus Lance and Josh, went out drinkin and played Waterfalls at Lance's apartment. We fell asleep together with Lance in his bed all wedged together and somehow during the middle of the night Lance left to sleep on his couch and Josh ended up where Lance was (in the corner against the wall at that!). Nobody knows how, when or why all that happened. If that's not a sign it was a good night, I don't know what is! We all dressed up too; I wore my Aliza costume, Libby was (the color) Purple, Josh was House and Lance was the Zombie Colonel Sanders. I'm glad I was able to see her. I really miss my out of town friends, it's really been getting to me lately. If it weren't for Emily, Angelica and Lance in town I think I'd go nuts. Josh counts too, of course, but I need to see my friends too. Oh, on a random tangent, we have a new cat named Lucy but she's only here until Tuesday. This is a trial situation. If Misty doesn't get along with her, she has to go back to my boss who found her (Donna is always ending up with strays, she's a magnet!). Misty better shape up because I like Lucy and don't want to see her go! Alright that at least helps catch everybody up. If I'm missing anything I can just post about it as it comes to mind. I always say I'm going to write more and then don't so we'll see what happens this time. Ta, for now! Current Mood: cold/flu-ish Current Music: Rilo Kiley

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October 30th, 2009

mowmow

11:13 pm - feeling sorry Man oh man, i don't know what to do anymore... About anything. Alls I do is work, and sleep. I rarely see friends, if you could even consider me having any. I have like NO money, but yet I have two jobs. I Hate growing up, I hate having responsbilities, I just want to be young again, if I could go back I would change so many things, and make smarter choices... I hate being emo, but I feel as if I have no one to talk to. I know I do, but when it just comes to this one topic I already know what you all say, but I just miss the feeling of being wanted... it's been so long. blah I hate crying, but its that time of the month for me, and anything can set me off like fireworks.... Current Mood: sad Current Music: Paramore

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October 28th, 2009

mowmow

09:44 pm - In my world. I am feeling oh so emo.... Stupid TOM.... HAsn't visited yet, but will be here this weekend... I find out tomorrow what I work on Halloween, even if I don't work all night i still will most likley do nothing with my life =[ Sad I know, but thats what happenes when you have like NO friends... mmhmm. I worked 12 hours today, and it pretty much killed me... I am exhausted. Physically, mentally, and emotionally... A bit dramamtic? Maybe, but it is true. I am feeling dead tired! lol... Welp thats about it.. <3 Current Mood: weird Current Music: Avril Lavigne

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October 27th, 2009

mowmow

09:37 pm - Keep holding on. So let's see... I worked at Winco a few dasys last week, and O'Connor one day. Now this week I am working two days at Winco, and the rest at O'connor. Tomorrow i will be doing over time at O'Connor so that helps. This past weekend was the Halloween party, I was a pirate, and I do have to say i looked cute! I actually felt good about myself for once. I was sad tho cause Dyanna wasn't able to go. It was a prettyt good party. Got to see everyone, and Eddie came, and Even Tony, which made me night, cause I miss tony so muchhh! I know that tony ALWAYS flakes on me and what not, but no matter how many times he has I still will always invite him to things, because when he does come It makes me happy. I know how this may sound, but NO I do not like tony like that anymore he is just one of my bestfriends someone I like talking too! Someone who gets me. There was a bit of drama but when isn't there. Sunday me michelle krtsie went with Ashlie and Terrah to watch Paranormal Activity, yes my second time lol. It wasn't as scariest as seeing it the first time. LEt's see what else is going on, oh yes Brittany is moving out, who called it? Me of course. Does charlie know? Of course not, Am I telling him? No it isn't my place too. I know when he finds out he is going to blow up. I think I am handling better then i thought, yes I am semi stressing about it, but i think once it comes around is when you will see me stressing. I just don't know If i will be able to afford it, yes I know I am wokring two jobs, but still not eneough money. At this rate I will never get a car... I haven't saved any money from my checks in like the past month. If it weren't for michelle I would have NO money saved. I honestly don't know what I would do with her! She has done so much for me, and I hope to one day pay her back for everything she has done! I dunno life is just so complicated. I wish I could hang out with people more, or I wish people would want to hang out with me? I know I work a lot, but I feel like I have no one. it's sad I know. I really just wish I could meet someone, or get my heart off this one guy, but of course I can't even aafter everything we have gone threw I still want everything to do with him. And I just don't know why. I know we will be nothing but friends, but yet I still insist on trying.... I am just a stupid girl, hoping for a miracle I guess.... I hate guys! Well I think thats about it for now... I know I don't write in here very often anymore, I just have no time.. I am to addicted to these facebook games! lmao. Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Amber Pacfic

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